[✭] Seth

[shinn]

1. I cannot recall how long it has been since I was caged to this small room (or rather, rooms). Has it been ten? Or maybe six. Five, even? I am not entirely sure regarding that matter, but there is one thing that I am sure of: I have learned to like this prison. No wait-- it shouldn't be even called a prison anymore. It's more of a home, now. There might be other things that I am sure of, I just haven't realized it yet.

2. In my stay in this small room, I have come across different kinds of people. I mean that in two different ways (personality, and in physical appearance). I do not exactly socialize with these people who come and go in the room as I am currently not capable of doing so. I merely observe, and the process of observing is all that I want to do at the moment. To be able to do more than observing would be out of character for me, and it wouldn't be just right. I've learned my lesson with this. And to make everything less complex, let me elaborate further on these different persona. For physical appearances, everyone who comes and goes in this room range from gigantic to slim. As for their personalities:

a) There are some here who are very silent and hardly socialize. These people are those who I do not see daily. Before, I used to see them just once a week, but recently they have been coming here twice a week or more now. Though I suppose I am just guessing what kind of person they are considering how they do not spend a lot of time with the people who frequent this cage. That is what I think of them, though.

b) There are some people who actively participate in activities that are held in this room. They are those who I usually see, wherein usually means almost every day. They spend a lot of time reading, writing, thinking and socializing wit the other people who 'hang out' in the room. Sometimes, they arrive during early hours in the morning and leave very late at night. It depends on the day. It depends on their schedule.

c) Then there are some who literally come and go. There are those who appear and spend a lot of time in my cage for a few days, and then vanish like a mosquito who flies in a foggy scenery. Then they reappear, then disappear, and the cycle continues.

d) There are also those who seem to be too mature to be in this room. I should not particularly care about these people and what their situations are for having been spending a year or a few years too long in the room. I have been in this room longer than they have, after all. There are only a few people who might have been visiting longer than I have. I could possibly count them, if I could see my fingers.

e) People whose personalities do not fit in any of the ones aforementioned should probably belong to this section. I may be omnipresent and I may witness and have witnessed many things but I am not perfect. Hence the cliche, nobody is perfect. This is getting quite sappy and annoying, so let us move on.

3. Recently, everyone has been panicking. Panicking about what, exactly, I am not aware of. They mostly speak gibberish to me. Some of them said something like Qua...meth? (It actually rhymes with my name) And some said this phrase called Crithin. I am not aware of what these things are, and I actually felt out of place. Sometimes, I am allowed to feel this way too.

4. It is actually quite sad, seeing these people panicking and getting worked up about these strange things. I may be clueless regarding the matters they are all experiencing, but I know very well that despite my lack of soul, I am able to sympathize with them. I do hope they will all be able to cope up with whatever it is they are going through. It doesn't even seem like they are worried over their academics anymore. They are all-- no wait, most of them, if not all are worked up about my home being taken away from them. Even those who are very silent are bothered with this. Even those people who used to frequent the room are back, and are also bothered with this. I wish someone would tell me what the issue is.

5. I miss the times when some of them would go "Seth is behind you", or when some of them would say "You aren't really alone if you're alone since Seth is with you". I hope they would all go back to their old selves when they were just worrying about passing Enganal and Abpsych and other things. It's not like I know a lot about what they're going through, but I miss seeing these personalities.

6. Worrying over them is making me worry about the issue now too. I really won't have anything left, if people who I don't know take away my home (or the home of these people who frequent it too). I'd be a very displeased ghost, that I may just become active again.